This has been an extremly moody night for me so I decided to do some more soul-searching.
Hope ya like. 
So this is completley irrelevant to anything but
I've had people tell me I look like these people?
I mean I take it as a compliment because they're all gorgeous
but I don't really see it? I mean maybe colbie calliat a little but...
Mariah Carey?? haha i dont know. sorry, this is random. 
^ I want lights like these for my bedroom!
I just want to see the good again.
I want to laugh, just because.
I just want things to change. 
I'm going to set myself free from everything I used to be.
Goodbye old me. 
^storyofmylife.
I was restless, I just want this to be good.
But you don't understand, you don't understand me.
And I want to be understood. 
And all I ever wanted was so far from what I need. (ps listen to "be ok" by ingrid michaelson. im obsessesed!) 
But I swear there's still some good in me.
And I think if you stuck around, you'd see all the honest attemts at integrity, I was had. 
You try to hide between the lines of a story never told.
But I've seen you run away.
You're afraid of the fall.
The weight of it all is too much.
It's going to be alright no matter what they say. It's gonna be a good day, just wait and see. It's gonna be alright 'cause I'm alright with me. It's gonna be, it's gonna be, it's gotta be. 
You could be everything I wanted, maybe even more.
I could be everything you need, and so much more. 
I'm gonna leave the same way I came- up from the ashes then out from the ashes. If our house had stood here on this wood foundation, then you, you could've fooled me. I admit I was a fool for your southern days, one hundred and fifty degrees in the shade. It wasn't an option to go back to my place. No, I was put in my place.
This was kind of a crappy post, I lack focus today. Oh well. | 
